And being so close to someone can only make the distance feel larger. My failure to separate physical and spiritual gaps has cast me in to a lonely spiral, creating new, open, empty wounds that only laugh at me in the face. I address these wounds by ignoring them, causing me to ignore you. You're something I can't ignore. This is something I can't let die down, and shrivel up, because I would die with it. I must learn how to sleep alone at night. I must learn how to be by myself. I must learn to deal with the haunting loneliness that could kill your love. I must conquer and assimilate my biggest enemy; myself.
released May 27, 2013
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